Didn't I

Deep breaths!

Heart pumps aloud.

Butterflies in the stomach.

Is this real? Or is it just infatuation?

Is this what I want?

So, I wrote a letter to express how I feel.

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Here it goes:

Hey,

I wanted to take a moment to express something that’s been on my mind lately. Since we met, I’ve felt a rare connection with you. I just want to be honest and true about how I feel, and I want to clear the air.

You have this unique ability to make me feel whole and beautiful, and for that, I’m always grateful. However, the more we spend time together, the deeper the connection grows. I don’t want to resist this feeling because I believe it’s our true nature: to be loved and to love.

In my personal journey of self-discovery, I’ve realized that I’m emotionally empathetic. I notice that I absorb emotions easily, and while I enjoy our time together, I also find myself feeling a bit confused. I need to understand where we stand. I’ve realized that I’m not someone who thrives in casual relationships.

I get emotional and form deep connections with people—like the one I have with you. I know I’m a deep person, and I just want to be honest about my emotions with you. This is to protect my peace of mind and my heart, so I don’t get my hopes up without understanding where we’re headed.

Your honesty and clarity would mean a lot to me as we navigate this together. For what it’s worth, I know we set boundaries to protect our individuality and peace. But I also believe that you are one of the instruments that opened my heart.

Sincerely yours,
Zade

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P.S.

"As you dissolve into love, your ego fades. You’re not thinking about loving; you’re just being love, radiating like the sun." — Ram Dass

Love is beyond boundaries and commitments. It simply is. Like Ram Dass said: “Just You Are.”