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 The Journal Journey...

I love writing in my journal. My teacher told me to stop writing down my new learnings and reminders, maybe so I can fully live life 100% and trust the universe for what will be. My mood has been good to me, actually, but there is this one trigger that pulls again and makes my heart beat so fast, or just reminds me: "Hey, get back to what you really want in life, in this moment." People are people, and now I know what reality is. Poof! It is what it is. Sometimes I get upset about the things around me, especially human behaviors that are beyond my reach. Maybe I'm coming from a place of judgment and control, seeking perfection in my eyes. It really affects my mood, causing anger, disgust, irritation, and sadness to arise. This must be acknowledged because, at the end of the day, people won’t care much about what’s on your mind because they have their own troubles, problems, and issues to overcome. So, what the hell? Am I bugging myself? Does it really contribute significantly to my life? Of course not. Here comes the new era of me—embodied, intentional, and with conviction.

My Observation:

The men I’ve met are emotionally unavailable, only interested in the superficial side of exploring and adventure. There is a lack of deep connection. My experiments have ended, and with wisdom from experience, I’ve learned that relationships need to be nurtured through reciprocal exchange, alignment of goals and intentions, and emotional regulation. It’s all about how you both handle each other in life. To love is to dance with your chosen soulmate, until lessons are learned through polarization. Of course, I want a loving relationship with all honesty—I desire that too. My ideals include competence to fulfill my service to the other person. So, it starts with good friendships.

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Lovely Soul Encounters

When you are being yourself, you are free and you just groove. You think less, and you just enjoy—silly as you can be. I like that. To be with a cute soul and be myself. I’ve had lovely encounters with these kind souls. They are so lovely and sweet. I met them during my travels, and we still connect sometimes. A thought of them brightens my day and leads me to the conclusion that the vibe you give to people you meet will remain in their minds. Be you. Be happy, my love, my darling, my sweetie, my dear. We are all here in this form to experience life. All life forms have a duality of good and bad. It is given. Without it, we would be formless spirits without bodies. All things contribute. It tugs at my human heart to feel that power comes from choosing what you want to experience intentionally, through these polarities. The power is yours. The power is you. You co-create your reality that takes form. So, you work for it, and that is 100%. “It should be” because you did it. That’s who you are.

I’m grateful for the people I’ve encountered in life who humble me and bring sparkles—kisses, hugs, words, gestures, and the vibe they make me feel.

I’m always loved. Always.

And the music flows...