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 Monologue:

I feel a mellow sense of connection with everything in this world. The Universe is constantly sending millions of signs. When a moment of awareness strikes you, there's always a brief pause—a five-second reflection. You realize that something you hadn't noticed about your behavior makes you feel embarrassed, and then you overthink everything. It doesn’t make sense until you learn how to respond to another person's needs. Processing cognitive functions in the mind takes time, especially if you aim for a calm and balanced relationship with everything—both crystallized and fluid intelligence.

The brain's functions are truly fascinating. How we behave, think, solve problems, use language, comprehend information, and more—it's all so intricate. People’s motives vary, often based on their personal interests. Some might focus solely on themselves, while others seek to serve others. This is the pragmatic approach, and I might be one of those people. If something doesn’t interest me, I tend to zone out, thinking it’s not significant.

Now that I'm aware of this, I can practice becoming more mindful and present, simply being still and listening to others. I want to process people’s emotions, gathering information and becoming more observant. People love to talk about themselves, their experiences, insights, and knowledge—it’s worth sharing. Whether or not everything they share is true, people love to talk about themselves.

You can't prove something you are not. You are already it. There is no proving. There are these people who are I could be categorized as narcissist and psychopaths in the spectrum. That serves as a catalyst to purge or trigger something in us to express creativity without judgement. Signs and symbols, cryptic messages. A man's search of meanings. Love plus illusions is the same as part of the whole and so what If I will contribute to whatever I want with this experience? The victim and the victimizer.  

understanding the self is somehow a threat to the Ego. Knowing your behaviors that you don't like with yourself.